i feel more ~~self-actualized~~ than i have in a while and maybe it’s because i am sitting comfortably with an unsettled discomfort (which emerged when i stood up for myself)
i only wish i could get reverse boobs this summer. in 7th grade i like always thought that over the summer i would grow boobs like in sweet valley high books, or tv or some shit. THAT NEVER HAPPENED. or maybe it did but i went back to middle school still UNCOOL.
this summer i am going to like get ~buff~ and read books on the (midwestern) beach and live the best life i can while continuing to resist masculine gross people and things, always.
and tank tops.